Not what i want!

I know this is not what i want
when my heart was bleeding, i wanted to reach out to you
to lighten the pain and to wash away the tears of my soul
but you looked at me with a mans' eye and i know
I know this is not what i want

I took your hand to soothe my heart
but you crushed it with your wily palm
hurting and bleeding it further
the tears flowing from my soul
and I know this is not what i want